Induction scheduled...

Tomorrow evening I take my pregnant and to the hospital for induction around 5 pm.  I know inductions are slow but I just wanna be done! Good luck to me!

How is Tobi going to react?

As I'm inching closer and closer to having this baby...  We all keep wondering how big brother Tobi is going to react. I almost feel like he wouldnt be interested as the baby would be pretty boring for a couple of months.  But I also can't shake the feeling that he is going to drag her off by her little feet.

I imagine him climbing into her crib and sitting inside with her.  It won't hold his weight as its just a temporary pack and play and both end up falling.  Or...  He can do what he normally does.  Whenever his bed gets made, he doesn't like ANYTHING on it except for the sheets. He throws the pillows and his stuffed toys away on the floor.  I just have a feeling that his sister would be on the floor too.  Need to keep an eye on him for sure..  My little wild child.

I imagine him pulling all of the pretty headbands that I made for his sister off of her head every single time.

I also imagine him taking her pacifier away and also taking her bottle away and drinking it.

Or..  I could be wrong. He could be a awesome big brother from the get go.  I won't know anything until it happens I suppose. No use losing sleep over this. My major worry is that I don't want him to think he is going to be neglected. Which...  Is very hard to do cuz he's such daredevil and needs an eye on him all the time.

Boy I tell you!  I get mommy guilt trips so bad nowadays it's crazy! My poor baby boy...  *sigh* that's another post all together.

I shall conclude this post!  Im going to snuggle with my boy and take a nap.

Why can't men breastfeed?

I know! I know! That's how it did meant to be.... But come on! 

If we pop the baby out they should be able to breastfeed.  

How about carry the baby part way?  You know the male seahorse is the one who carries and birth babies? Amazing isn't it? 

I just want my boob's back.  I'm not ready to have my boob's get hijacked again for another 2 yrs.  I know I sound selfish... And watch that judgmental tone of your voice.  Only the ONE can judge me and it's not a human being.  

I have a good reason for having a change of plan with this baby this time around.  No one is going to understand because they never been in my position. I will save that post for another day.  This is enough for now. 

I shall conclude my whines.  Orange you glad you know me?